villa krystal community policing opening ceremony.

yesterday is such an challenging day for me. i have to put the flowers on the VIPs uniform and tandem they everywhere. my hands are shaking when i putting the flowers. its really tiring. running here running there. ugh. and this evening im suprise when mr lim wife come to my house and tell me that i got my face on chinese newspaper, sin chew daily. haha. its kinda funny but its real. mr lim said that if he got any other function he will ask me to do this again. omg ! its like a dream. i will upload more pic later. ;)

te amo !

haha, i can't stop myself from smiling when i see this pic. idk why, but i found it really sweet. its a birthday present from me on ur 18 birthday. im happy that u keep it in a real cool condition baby. i really miss u. i cant wait to see u. oh boy, i love u. i really do ! thnks for treating me nicely and make me happy. i promise that i will make u feel da same way too.

a baby will born !

a baby will born ! i cant wait. the baby is my new cousin, will be a girl. im super excited for her.

i cant wait to cuddle her. OMG ! now kak ina in pahang. waiting for the special day. i wish i will go to pahang this school holiday. just to visit them. awww, i really cant wait !

hari koko

i supposed to write about this on 24 October. but, my lazy attitude has control my self. haha. hari koko was held on 24 October. it was the first year that i celebrate this hari koko in this school. ( im new here !) i have no work that day cause english club didn't sell anything. so i join tunas puteri group. (i was before one of them, but i quit ) it was really fun. they sell fried chicken, sotong ball, keropok lekor and wedges with black paper sauce. we made the wedges by ourselves, our own recipe ! and of course it taste delicious. there's so many activity flying fox, kareoke contest and many more. and i one of the lucky number winner ! hoooray !

hayy-hoooo !

im frickin happy today. alin just come to my house. its been such a long long time we never see each other. and that suprise is soo meaningful. i thought she call me and just making a stupid joke.

luckily i go down n look for them. and yep, they're there ! we talked about so many things. time running so fast and that 2 hours seems like 2 minutes. now im sitting here in my room alone and staring to this cute present that alin gave me. thnk u babe.ugh, i already miss u now !

hush hush

24 september, a day of disaster for me. i woke up kinda late cause i promise eby n ebat to meet them on 11 cause we're plan to go beraya that day. but i woke up on 10. 45. that stupid alarm stop working. then, i have received a call. a bad news call that make me cry. if u're reading this. i just wanna tell u thnks fer the day that u spend with me. even not fer too long but i appriciate it. i know that u'll talk to me again later. but im scared that it will be too long. after i went to 5 houses like that. i feel dizzy. the weather is frickin hot. i cant be exposed to frickin hott weather. thats make me sick. i thought of goin back home, but i dont have a heart to do so cause i knew that i'll br8 my frens heart. so i keep following them. the last house. i cant that pain no more. i puked. the pressure become stronger. im sick fer the whole night. i cant eat at all. this eid is bad eid for me. boii. imy.

FYI

this is me ! im just being my self. i wont change !
ughhhhh

a batman friend

thanos thanos. new best fren of mine. he's a crazy boi, funny, adorable & always make me laugh and barely able to stop when talking to him. he use to call me sunshine. idk why. he's a dancer. i've watch he dance and i cant stop laughing.( i think thats funny idk why and i bet u knew it ) haha ;D got a wish here, i hope our friendship will last forever my fren ! από την ειλικρινή μου thanos thanis. hehehe

a rain of frog frog frog

that ah long's group. ah long is my class clown
ke xin n jin jian. ewww
im bating my eyes. haha. we're just gettin started
im not there, that just my finger ! stupid lab assistant

me from the back. i didnt touch the frog yet on that time

i split a frog that day. n i have the picture with me now. my picture not much and may be said not exist. but there's loads of that kelabu biacht picture. i wont show em here cause it hurt my eyes when i view my blog. haha. when miss noraini show that picture to us, our class wont stop say 'ewwwww'. i still feel disgusting even i have done operate it. i bet the others feel da same way too. n i know that i will scream out loud if i see an alive frog right infront of me now !

stop it, please !

i feel not satisfied with some of my narrow minded fren. they such a dumbass who think that they are hella good. is pierced such a great sins ? is pierced show one evil ? i dont think so. its my own bussines if i pierced my nose or anywhere else. are you jealous or sumthing cause ur parent dont give u permission for doin that such of thingy ? yawnn ! cmon, thats not my fault. dont blame me if one of our gals wanna do da same thing. i didnt influence em. its their will . so fren, please be open minded n stop take out negative words from your bad smell mouth. urghh, i wanna puke !

mooooooooooo ! hahaa

hahaha, this wat i do while he was teaching. and i bet he realise that i snap his pic. my fren cant stop laughing when i snap his pic. ouh man sorry, u know that im a naughty student ryte ? haha. this man he's wayy soo funny. learning history is not that boring since he teach my class. he like a shemale sumtime. but he still a man. haha. but hey teacher, thnks fer teaching me !

i dont say goodbye

this song is so meaningfull to me. i wish that the one i really love, didnt dump me.

im the devil little sister.

i cant stop laughing while write bout 'this'. hahaha. i bought new phone number n im using two phone now. i was so boring and start to plan sumthing nasty. i didnt not tell anyone that im gonna buy new number. so i attact nady. i pretend that i am the lad that she got crush on. n thnks god she reply my text. so the plan go as smooth as i plan. i said that gani genot had crush on her n he send a regard to her. she dont know who i mean by gani genot. then i create a story there. then she said that she got a crush on that lad that i pretend to be. n i say r u sure. she said why not. then, this is the last text that i sent to her. i ask her isnt that batang is her bf. then she send a text on my old number. i cant stop laughing that time n feel kinda pain on my tummy, gosh. i called her after that. and she was fuckin suprised and as usual all the harsh words goes ut. hahahaha. sorry nady. but teasing u make me happy. i love u my fren !

u should feel ashame

i dun know why i always been follow. hell yeah, copy brats get away from me u fuckin idiot. why, u're brain cant seem to function huh ? ouh jeez, why ure so stupid ? do ur own word. get away from my life. it doesnt mean that i like to be followed if i treat u nicely idiot. GET UR OWN LIFE biacth. dun u ever dare try to be me stupid gal

u're in all my hopes..

my dreams.. my tomorrow..

have faith in us.

i know were going to make it !

gracias por ser mis amigos idiota

hey im back. its been fer a long time i didnt write. idk why nowadays im kinda lazy. n now i dont even know what am i goin to write about. i feel frickin mad with one of my fren now. i kinda hate her, im sorry. i know people changes. but why r u so dumbdumb try to act like u dont see me there idiot. wtv, i dun give a shit. lets see how far u can go with ur dumb ass attitude.

love. face. animal. challenge !

oyeah oyeah. hahaha. im havin so much fun at school today. me, geraldine n dewi talk crap and havin sweet day dream ever ! we talk about love, insulting squidsquid n geraldine n i insult dewi too. haha. geraldine al ready back together with kevin i feel happy fer her. bout dewi, she still dun wanna confess her feeling toward asyraff even we keep persuade her like dumbdumb.
and me, i confess that i had crush on sumone now ! hahaha. they said im totally crazy now. and i do thinks so. im totally crazy in love, really crazy. haha. then three of us start dreamin and laugh out loud together. after that, geraldine said to dewi "u stupid. stupid. ur face looks like asshole." then with a innocent face dewi ask squidsquid does she really had too many pimples ? me n geraldine laugh really loud then geraldine said her face mimic look like asshole. a baboon asshole. then we all laugh together. thats wat we always do. at biology class. we learn bout nutrition and the digestive system of ruminat and rodent ( cow and rabbit ). its fuckin disgusting. all of us in the class laughing like crazy that time including miss wan. then when the bell rang we challenge dewi to call asyraff and say sayang to him. we betting fer it. and like what geraldine n i expected. the sayang word dont come out from dewi mouth. hahaha. then we insult dewi again. hahahah. idk why we goin this crazy if we had spare time. but its superb fun. i wish to have loadsa fun everyday !

how do i love THEE ?

holy shit. im in love with this poem now !

-how do i love thee ?-

how do i love thee ?
let me count the ways.
i love thee to depth and breadth
and height my soul can reach
when the feeing out of sight for the ends of being an ideal grace
i love thee to the level of everyday's most quite need
by sun and candle-light.
i love thee freely !
as men strive for right
i love thee purely as they turn from praise.
i love thee with passion put to use in my old griefs,
and with my childhood's faith
i love thee with the love i seemed to lose with my lost saints
i love theewith the breath, smile and tears of my life !
and if GOD choose.
i shall, but live thee better after death !

yeehaww !

whoaaa, its been a long time i didnt make an update here. seem like i already forget that i have a blogger account though. haha. im super fatigue today. but, YES i do feel frickin happy. haha. i went out with nady. then i met eby n hebat. i do some shopping with nady. i bought pair of sandle, top n tight. and i finished all my money. and thank god that papa n mama didnt say anything. hehe. i laughed a lots today. and barely able to stop. the three lil shawty make me more crazier than everyday. i bet all the folk thought im siriously crazy. haha. wtv. that just me. belle the little miss giggle. im goin to have some sleep now. see ya later aligator.

STFU asshole

im frickin mad now. idk why dat fuckin fool na buat cerita buruk lagi. kimak kaw setan. pk aku bodo lah ? kaw yang bodo. ingt aku ta bule tawu pasal semua neh. mase bila aku men2 en kaw babi ? kaw yg men2 en aku. br8 sbb na usha betina len. macam lah aku tataw. pastu na sala en aku. aku ta tipu kaw lah bangang. suka ati aku lah na kua nan sape pon. and mase aku kua nan mmbe aku tu, aku nan kaw memang da ta tade ape. so apesal kaw na kecoh ? kaw ta ya na sebok aku na kawan nan sape2. tu hak aku. its my life ! na kecoh aku komen2 ngn mmbe kaw nape ? bagus lah sampai dea delete aku. kaw bule bangga sekarang. wat u did was stupid. go on spread the bad thing bout me. i dont give a shit. nanti orang tawu jugak sape yg betol sape yg sala. on that time memang padan muka kaw. i just wish that u would die and fuckin burn in the hell for the fuckin shit ! im regret that i know n loved u dumbass.

stupid un-married old lady

i really hate u old lady ! even u're my teacher. i hate evrything bout u. its not im da only one who hate u. anjannette, geraldine, vivien, siew juan, dewi n huda dont like u too. u cant blame us fer this. u're the one who make us dont like u. when u enter my clas u just babble bout crap things non-stop n na mara mara orang. gila ka kaw si tua ? thnk god u not gonna teach us BM again. but sumpah benci na kene hadap muka kaw n because of u i have to be the organizer fer da translation contest. i have no time fer this. u just addin my stress up. pff !

i want miki falls the autum version now !

i finished read that miki falls the spring n summer manga. i cant wait to read the autum. i know that must be more exciting, romantic n superb that the spring n summer version. but idk how to buy that autum. idk if that popular in malaysia do sell it or not. if i ask papa to buy that fer me, would he want. coz geraldine bought it t popular jurong point. frickin far from kranji. damn. i really want to buy that miki falls the autum version. i really really want it. i'll do my best to get it ! no matter wat. im gonna get ready fer tution now. so new story later.

dummies

i laugh non-stop today ! dewi told us about her love story. she said she has found sumone else but he still cant forget the past. so we start to advise her. then, geraldine got me goin crazier than always. she remind me one scene in the movie night at the museum which the stone say "DUMB DUMB GIMME UR GUM GUM". hahaha. i cant stop laughing. after a while there sumthing co to my mind. i said to dewi " give him ur love love u dumb dumb, no more but but or i kick ur butt butt" hahaha. they laugh. me neither. hahaha. geraldine start said sumthing but me too. she asked me did i know why my love relationship only last long fer cauple of month only. i said idk. she laugh then said i been on a curse. a love ship curse. just like the soria pasta drama. shit ! she make me laugh again. then mr. haris enter the class. as usual english class must be damn fucking funny. we learned about pet. he ask us what we learn from having a pet. then dewi said we can learn animal language. wtf ? the whole class laugh at her.then macam biasa lah mr. haris will tell loadsa joke. haha. time physics, teacher ta dtg. so i read the comic while geraldine continue talking crap. tibe2 tgk dewi nages. haha. sumpah kelaka. i stop reading n join geraldine. we sing, sing n sing and laugh out loud. n lastly dewi laugh again. thnk god ! so then the bell rang. time to go back.
byebye school.

school cool ?

school starts today. 1st day of school make me feel kinda full of high spirit. cause i didnt feel sleppy at all. hehe. when the essembly start. as the usual mesty denga teh si old fashion tu membebel macam pundek ayam. bhaha. even kitorang diam pon dea na mara. suara kaw kalu sedap tape weh. suara da la ta sedap lah n dala kuat macam pakai mickofone 10. hahaha. dat stupid kelabu didnt come to school even we have given 2 weeks of holidays. bodo gila but sumpah ta saket mata dea ta datang ! haha. so i have to do my homework later. correction, correction n corretion. grr. i hate doing this stupid correction. hmm, im feel kinda tired now. thnk god theres no tution class today. so new story tomorow.
:)

the difference between love and like

if u look into the eyes of the one u love, u blush
if u look into the eyes of the one u like, u smile
in front of the one u love, u cant say everything on ur mind
but infront of the person u like, u can

infront of the person u love, u tend to get shybut infront of the one u like, u can show ur own self

the person u love come into ur mind every 2 minute and u cant
look straight into the eyes of the one u love.
but u can always smile into the eyes of the one u like.

when the one u love is crying, u cry with them
but when the one u like is crying, u end up comforting

the feeling of love starts from the eyes
but the feeling of like starts from the ears

so, if u stop liking a person u use to like
all u need to do is cover ur ears
but if u try to close ur ayes
love turn into tears drop and remain in your heart
forever after

from now on..

mulai hari ini
kita jalan sendiri sendiri
hidup kau dan aku biar sampai disini
maaf, waktu untuk aku mencintai kau telah berlalu
aku telah berusaha untuk menempatkan ruang dihati kau
dan kali ini aku setuju dengan kau
kau memang tak layak untuk aku
kau berubahbukan, mungkin aku yang berubah
waktu telah mengubah aku seperti yang kau katakan
'semuanya tak sama lagi'

maaf, aku menghabiskan waktu kau, waktu aku dan waktu kita
meanggap apa yang ada itu berharga
menghabiskan waktu kita menyatukan kita semula
nyatanya, semuanya hanya bungkusan kepura puraan

aku sudah penat ! bukan, bukan aku menyerah denga cinta aku
aku hanya memberi jalan untuk sebuah kepastian
terutamanya untuk aku
sekarang waktu aku, meyakini aku
tak ada yang salah pada aku
aku dulu hanya terlalu buta untuk melihat kenyataan

bila kaw bertemu aku lagi
lepas kan kepura puraan kau
aku benci benci

mind ur own bussines people

i went out with syafiq. he's a nice fren n kitorg satu kepala. kutuk2 orang. hahaha.of course everyone thought that he's my special bf. but he's not. we're just fren. im NOT ready to have a new special bf yet. im scared of being hurt again. just like wat that fool have done to me. n i saw the fool's fren. they staring at me. i bet they dont even know that i broke up with that fool. i know they might think that i am a player. wtv, do the talk muthafucking kids. i dont give a shit. coz i know that im doing the right thing. goin out with syafiq make me happy. i already forget the sorrowfull thing that make me wanna cry out loud. but that day im goin home kinda early coz papa wanna go to desaru to pick up abang zamri to come to my house.
when i reach home i just rest fer about an hour like that, then i went to police station. just to be the translator for aunty lorna to make the police repot about the fighting. im going back home around 2.30 a.m like that. im fatigue. it didnt go away until now. ;(

naa, FOOL. thnks fer hurting me n make me cry !

he DUMP me ! i know this totally gonna happen within this short interval. but im kinda glad this happen now than later n im sure my heart gonna be super duper broken. dea cakap kitorang da ta serasi n we have changed. i dont think that im changed. he is da one who da hell that have changed ! n the other thing is. yesterday, there this stupid human being text me n said that she is his gf. its really freaking me out.i asked him n he said that stupid human being is his fren. but i dont think that i trust the stupid words that comes out from his mouth. coz after that he said that he want a br8 up. oh boii, im not stupid. i may be younger than u. but im not a baby who dont even have a brain to think n cant make a brave conclusion. im deadlock that time. idk who to call to discharged my feeling. then i call razie, the ex-bf. i know he can make me feel more better n i laughed when i talk to him. he said that i better just br8 up with HIM. n he bet that he will be regret just same as wat razie felt. n when i think bout it back, its true. wats the point i having a relationship with sumone who dont even have a love feeling to me. n this morning he sent me a msg tellin me that he have tried, but he cant. so i just said dont worry i agree. just br8 up.



now that im single. im free to do anything that i want n my head wont spinnin like a record non stop again. i know that i might be crying in my bed. that just fer a while. im gonna be back to normal. n i bet i am now. im laughing. so, now, bukak buku baru idop baru ! yeahhhh !

ugh !

im still up. even its already 4.00 a.m. i cant sleep. theres sumthing on my mind. im sick of thinking bout this actually. but i cant eliminate it from my mind n stop thinking bout this. where have he been. i thought that he already asleep when he didnt reply my text. coz i knew he tired. but i saw him online. i text him again but there still no answer from him. duh, im feel bad with this. i bet now a days his attitude has changed. idk why. i realise this when he delete my pic at his acc. i wonder if his feeling is still da same since the first time we get to know each other or its changed. n when i ask him to put that pic again its like im forcing him. im kinda confused with this. he not really taking care of me. n sometimes its like i dont even have a bf. am i stupid fer thinking bout this ? im getting more confused. oh god, help me !

fuck ya nicholas roy asli petai the sinner maker !

im feelin shit today ! i argued with this stupid asshole human being. he's da one who add me up. then wanna tell me a sad story of his life. but i bet thats not really sad fer me at all. his face looks like a king kong mixed with orang asli pahang. rase nye hidung dea kene lenyek dengan steelroll jalan tu. then maseh na cakap bnyk. im sick to be his listener. coz he keep sayin that gals is bad, all gal are player, stupid n more. thats mean dea cakap i pon macam tu. wtf ? after that i just ignore him. but he keep sent me comments. i cant take that no more then i said its non of his bloody problem if i ignore him. n please look fer sumone else to be his listener. i cant believe he said harsh word to me. dea cakap i anjeng, perasan lawa. i get so mad. i added him at alin's acc then i pay back wat he said to me. i said bad words to him n i puas ati. ugh ! i hate this kind of guy. blaming girl for everything. stupid asshole just go to hell with yer fucking attitude. stfu u sinner maker !